Directions will lead you somewhereNOW everyone is off to somewhere...Yeah they had to follow thier own path...be it straight,right,left,up down... But no one will go back...School posting results are out.. Ive been thrown out of Poly region to a place thats called HIGHER NITEC... Its in ITE for sure... Gotta wear uniform again.. sheesh..MY course ive got posted is Banking services.. So crappy...Ok although is sucks to my ass that I have to endure a couple of years in this place, I had to admit that Im looking foward to it... I want to graduate ASAP..Futher more that place is filled with mat reps, ah bengs and indian turds which just brings the place more 'exciting' as ever.. Hopefully I will get my study Mojo back... and will rock my socks off there...Next thing... I want to congratulate my friends for making it to the places they want to go and hopefully will live their dream someday... and and and and!!~~~~~payday is on TUESDAY.... oww..kk this song is addicted to my head... although is a friggin short song.. i mean like 2 chorus in 1 minute 10secs.. Orite peace out...LOCK IN THOSE LYRICS!
You are young and so am I
And this is wrong
But who am I to judge?
You feel like heaven when we touch
I guess for me this is enough
~
We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight
~
You are young and I was scared
You're wise beyond your years
But I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me
~
"Will you remember me?"
You ask me as I leave
"Remember what I said?
"Oh, how could I
Oh, how could I forget?
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Friday, January 30, 2009
GOING HALFWAY DOES NOT COUNT
GOING HALFWAY DOES NOT COUNTDont try to do something just for the sake to impress somebody....then when seeing the real deal... that somebody pulls you off and you back down and run like a little boy only because you realized that you had just humiliated yourself and that somebody in front of public which everyone starts staring at you feeling puzzled at what you just did.... wtf is this crap...Ok.... today.. our shedule... go carrefour... go to TBC.... Go jamming..... go lepak...Shaid followed us... But on that day he was blurr like a sotong in the market as he went off at the wrong busstop to meet us... hahaha He arrived minutes later... and we all waited for the bus...Then this immature couple walked passed us holding hands... Fiq took a quick glance at him...Then the 'guy' from this couple stopped and stared ~~~~not the song from one republicOK.. first thought that comes to my mind.... DOES HE KNOW US?!IS HE A FRIEND?!WAIT IS HE TRYING TO TALK?!Apparently he talked... much to our shock... he spoke differently than we thought he would..."APe stare stare?! TAK PUAS HATI KEPE?!?!?!?" ~*showing his skeletal abs all puffed up like a typical mat rep yg tak menjadi because his body is too small for his brain to think that theres 4 of us and 1 of him*~~~ whatever Did the right thing----->we stare at him back ah...butoh then then then!! FIGHT STANCE!! - NOT!His girlfriend tries her best to pull him away... awww.... HE then backed off because he felt provoked that Shaid stared too long at his over-contracting nipples that starts to show off through his shirt.... then walked away.. WTF?! what the eff?! double you tee eff?! SKIP~~
After seeing JOhnny... we went jamming... we were late like 30 mins... wah..went to cover 4 songs and again without a singer...it was not bad but not too good either... wwhyy?! because cannot complete the song full because of some obseen circumstances..WALKED to FAR EAST PLAZA to eat... and FIQ became a total nuisance because his hair was too straight for him to curl up his mouth.. *not the real reason*We accidentally met up with Syafizah and Co. soon after...(actually weve met 3 times already)Went shoe hunting before we teman they all to eat... CHIT CHAT CHIT CHAT CHIT~~~~~THEN GO HOME!!! HAPPY??! HUH?! HAPPY?! APE STARE2?!?! Labels: *DISCLAIMER*:i do not own blogger.com
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
SAVOUR THE JOURNEY MORE THAN DESTINATION
SAVOUR THE JOURNEY MORE THAN DESTINATION PT 2Work life is best... mcm tk boring gitu... NOT...We work to earn money... not for free..We work not to be stepped on like dirt or to be treated like dogs..AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... WE WORK BECAUSE OUR FATHERS NEVER OWE CARREFOUR ANYTHING... fucking son of a bitch** *WOrking with warm hearted people...* (my previous post) i take that back..They are cold.. bloody shitted people that earns 1k plus and tries to stepp like the president.."YOU talk to the abalone lady? u think she gives u money?"- PRAKASH" THE big lady boss complained to me that you talked to the philipino guy nxt to you.. I DOnt want to get fucked by her.. i came to work not to get fucked..."-PUNDEKWHATs wrong with talking? its a civillized way to communicate with each other..Talking with the abalone lady cause shes friendly... and talking to the phillipino guy cause i wanted to know his work life... since he is 20 years old... and worked there for 8 months... whats the fkken wrong with that?AND PUNDEK! why dont u promote strawberries?!~ why? scared that little children will run away from u because they cannot see ur face? ~~~ FUCKERAPART FROM THOSE INDIAN REJECTS.... im grateful to work with Maveeran(MIM), ZUL, ALOYSIUS and some others.. Without them... i think ill be working at the veggie dumpyard of carrefour... GAWD!LASt but not least... yogurt gurl! (DIANA & AIN)the most annoying but 'friendly' people u can meet... *whatever*YUP thats why they are M&M! mentel and montel... no offence..PS:TO YOGURT GURL 1- im not gonna apologise or get happy for touching ur yogurt flavoured B****** .. lets just say its an oversight... accidents do happen... =DThey hire us to work during CNY but fired us on the EVE of CNY.... HOW BUSTEDOkie dokie.. i dont want to layan any more kiasu customers... CANT WAIT FOR PAYDAY... SO LONG ASSHOLES...
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
SAVOUR THE JOURNEY MORE THAN DESTINATION
SAVOUR THE JOURNEY MORE THAN THE DESTINATION PT 1Ive been through alot...Good times and bad...tasted the sweetness of victory... and the bitterness of defeat... the warmth of friendships and the coldness of being lonely.. im growing.. I want to move on..Yea somehow.. i seem to like my secondary school life... its like a 'hell/home' for me..all the friends we made... all the things we do... all the crap that happens 24/7..its been a real pleasure... to have experience all this in just 4 years... but now im moving on... so.... no more emo post huhu...Ok.. now for my part time work life.... im still stuck with my friends...Work life is gerek but tiring... Not to mention the pain you have to endure.... Standing,walking,promoting,lifting,dragging,pushing,washing,stocking and a whole bunch of shits..Made some new friends... we(fauzi,fiq,me) nickname some of them...Zul-muteMakcik 'dora' doraemonRaviPUN aka PUNDEKPrakash Tony 'nut man'M-I-M aka MAT INDIA MALAYSIA[Maveeran]'Ah Loii'/ AloysiusM&M aka mentel and montel [flirty yogurt girls]Shah-sepetPSM aka Perempuan step melayuCHINA BOICHINA BOI 2 the botak..Richard 'BOSS' Wongso that sums up my work life... post to be continued... PT 2..off to work infidels huhuhu... XPLabels: *DISCLAIMER*:i do not own blogger.com
Friday, January 16, 2009
TRUTH BEHIND LIES
TRUTH BEHIND LIESIm not trying to be optimistic or be happy about everything lately... its just that its hard to put on a sad face in front of million happy others..Yea ive been pretending quite alot lately... pretending to smile,laugh,have fun...Pretending that my life was same as before...Pretending that everything was okay...But i feel bad for myself... Also for others who has the same fate as me..Until when ive gotta continue on lying... to myself..The last thing i want is sympathy from others... Im in a dream state where things are the way before...But.. now all has changed.. Can someone knock me out of my senses..Yes ive been pretending to smile... but i have to thank those who made me smile... FIQ thanks for the FHM ~~~ XP
At the moment YOU are my hell right now...
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Monday, January 12, 2009
CRASH AND BURN... THE AFTERMATH
CRASH AND BURN... THE AFTERMATHI falled so hard... that my legs could not recover... I could not get back up in time... I lost too many fights... Ive failed while others have succeeded...Wait is over and as some of you all know... i failed to go to poly... this is not even near my best... i thought i could offer more... i didnt take that chance... and for that i solemnly regretted my actions... i lagged because of art... a subject that i had trouble dealing with... a subject which i did not intend to take... I was shattered... i was too confused...I had myself to blame for and to be angry at..... FAMILY PRESSURE keeps pounding me inside out...But it turns out that i was wrong... They are supportive... telling me not to give up...Maybe failure is all i need to push myself foward again...to stand up by my own to feet... and not be dependent... i seriously want to thank my family and friends and even teachers for not giving up on me... i will try to no give up on myself either...I see some ray of hope burning inside me again.. this time i will take that chance...AS it all turned out... i got 28 points... 1 grade too many for poly.. (such a gynx)somehow.. i got results that are totally unexpected...An E8 for combine humans>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a total letdown...(i passed throughout the year but...) A B3 for english>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> WTF?! (all my life i never get B for english)ITs all over now... time to move on... KUDOS TO ALL THAT HAVE MADE IT... AND TRY HARDER FOR THE ONES WHO DIDNT...*damn i missed my chance to get a free lappy urgh...*
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
WAVES DOES NOT CRASH ONCE
WAVES DOES NOT CRASH ONCEFOUR YEARS AND IT ALL COMES TO THIS...WHILE WAITING FOR YOUR PLANE TO LAND... A CLOUD OF WORRIES HAUNT YOU... WILL IT CRASH?! OR WILL IT LAND SAFELY?In life... everyone faces this THING.. a THING that nobody can avoid... a THING that can pull a persons life upside down... ITS CALLED OBSTACLES...IT DOES NOT COME ONCE... BUT ONCE A WHILE....WE are train to fight for obstacles... but are we prepared? O levels are just a piece... BUT can u see the bigger picture? will u let that OBSTACLE stop you in life? LIFe has to go on... NO matter how twisted it may get... wish all 2008 GCE O level students a hella of luck for tommorowLabels: *DISCLAIMER*:i do not own blogger.com
IF U CAN'T BEAT 'EM, JOIN THEM
IF U CANT BEAT 'EM, JOIN THEMKOREAN STRAWBERRIES $5.70 FOR 2!! VERY SWEET VERY JUICY!!!PILIH PILIH PILIH!!! hell no did i do that..YEP... today was my first day working.. woke up at 5am sia(watch liverpool match at nite)Off to work... Najwan bgon lambat... so we decided to tell the manager that we got the wrong bus... Da sampai keje... RICHARD was not there(our manager)Yg ade... the drunken sleepyheads Ziyad and Jabir who is reading 8days magazine...MABUK NGANTOK kan... LAYAN THOSE CRAZY BASTARDS SMPAI THEY ALL BALEK...WE(me and najwan) started off working without uniforms...awkward se...Stick price barcode at the fruits and veggies..At 10 am... carrefour is officially open... So we cabot to Mc Donalds to have breakfast... (lapar se... and kite tkde uniform.. so cabot lar.. pfft...)Then we saw this 4months pregnant woman with BULU on her tummy... NAJWAN PEGI STALK THE WOMAN JUST TO SEE THE BULU!!! WTF.... XDwe return to get our uniforms... THEN we worked Our ASSES OFF.... PROMOTING KOREAN STRAWBERRIES!!! MWHAHAHA.... THE PLACE WAS LIKE BLOODY HELL LOADS OF PEOPLE STAMPEDING!! *exegerate*
Worked together wit Veeran,our so called senior... GEREK!!LAKU OI STRAWBERRIES!! HAHAHA!! sold like 90 boxes or more...FAUZI and FIQ came in the afternoon...
huff and puff... with legs wanting to break off... and like 11hrs of working ,standing,carrying... finally our shift was over.. $50 baybeh!!
THAt sums up our day today... *theres still more to it....*
its such a pleasure to work with warm hearted people...Labels: *DISCLAIMER*:i do not own blogger.com
Saturday, January 10, 2009
TIME HEALS EVERYTHING
TIME HEALS EVERYTHINGFLASHBACK: results lagi lamer! cari keje and have fun.. buat havoc!Before you knew it... less than 48 hrs away... hope for the best and prepare for the worst..THURSDAY was boring... went to Ngee Ann Poly open house.. really boring i tell ya... saw PAUL TWOHILL with really long and i mean really long hair... 40 mins later we went to cck to eat..
At nite... Fauzi ,Syafiq and me went jobhunting~~~ CATHAY,CARREFOUR,SECRET RECIPE...
all tkde... =( *who the hell goes jobhunting at nite?!?*
they say come on friday morning..
Friday morning , 9am... we sat off for jobhunting again.. went CARREFOUR.... BUT tkdapat...
Seeking help from Ziyad... we went to the agency at THE ALDELPHI...
We got interviewed by JOHNNY.... Funny guy sia... GEREK..
'By monday we will give you guys a call.... OR maybe later...' thats what he said..
AFter friday prayers and 1 hr at my comp after i went home.... JOHNNY CALLED!
OMG!!! just 4 hrs! da dapat carrefour! COOL OR WAD.. bad part is... FAUZI AND FIQ got afternoon... i got the morning one...
'Thats okay alfian...you will be working with this malay guy in the morning..' JOHNNY SAID...
CHECK2! NAJWAN! OMFG!?!@@%#^!#
INGAT MAT mane ntah keje ngan aku pagi2... haha~~~
start work this sunday...(tmmr)
P.S: its okay to curse people to get bad results... cause your life depends on their hands...
**BASTARD!!**
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
THINK BEFORE YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND
THINK BEFORE YOU MAKE UP YOUR MINDYESTERDAY was like what the fck happened to the sound of my ez link card when i tapped at the scanner... Check2 da adult fare! kene $1.35 sial just going to paragon! KIWAK!! So i made up my mind to get concession...OKay.. yesterday was a crazy day.. I went out from home late.. meet fiq and zi at longkang bustop..WE went to paragon toys ur us to apply for work and that place was like deserted at the corner of the paragon with selenger workers in it..Nevertheless we applied there with high hopes to get something... SKIP~~~Nxt, while waiting for the arrival of Shaid, we tried to apply at SWENSENS... and FAILED!
After buying of drinks at 7 eleven.. we went off to PLAZA SINGapura,and upon reaching there... Fauzi and Syafiq are talking about this BORAT guy which i do not know or have any relations with me... it was suppose to be funny? so i laugh along with them -.-"
At Plaza SIng, we tried to apply at Carrefour and the worker ask us to wait for 10 MINS fr the manager to come over.. after 10 mins.. still nothing... kimak btol... So fiq asked me to tell her that we are coming there at another time... so i tell her... she asked me... 'what are u guys doing now??'
i replied ' we got something on..JAMMING!!' **this is the part where FAUZI is LOL**
it does not take long that i realized that she was asking what exams we took... PAISEH!!!
SKIP~~~~
We waited for Shaid for more than an hour at cofee bean..went to the toilet where the outside can see the inside... urgh.. FAUZI still LOL.. SKIP~~
So now.. after the arriving of Shaid.. we finally can jamm... Fiq stripped into boxers Shaid teros horny.. then a chain of events happened..... PEDAL ROSAK, followed by STRING PUTOS finally STOP THE SONG HALFWAY PASAL TAK BLAJA!! and we still dont have a fken singer!
AFter 1hr 30mins of bullshit crappy covers.... FAUZI steps in and willingly showed us a new song he made.... it took a while but it ended up okay..... I think he was a genius... finally an original song... KUDOS Fauzi... his singing was 'awesome'!! (a compliment)
although he says that his singing sounds GAY... come to think of it... maybe it sounds GAY...song title... LOSER IN LOVE... WTF?! 1 word: GAY!
After jamming... SHAID went HORNY again... this time fauzi is the target... haiz..
we went eating... and Fauzi and Shaid go busted the person taking the orders of the drinks... In the end the person got scolded by the boss... BASTARD!!
SKIP~~~~~**
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
THE WORLD WONT HAVE ANY HEROES IF THERE ARE NO VILLAINS
THE WOLRD WONT HAVE ANY HEROES IF THERE ARE NO VILLAINSOnce again, war broke out involving islamic countries... And FFS(for f**king sakes) President Bush sides the ISRAELI...Recently ive received alot of chain email and messages about these religion stuffs and passing the message to everyone... such a hassle.. to be honest i dont give a shit about chain messages.. Seriously?? why war? AND BUSH... Go hang yourself at a pillar or something so that people can throw more shoes at you...OKay.. so today ive done nothing usefull as usual... Played the 'online game' in the morning... went to ikea in the afternoon bought some furniture for my parents room..Also they bought a cheapskate $9 clock that has an annoying alarm of a grandfather clock every hour... urgh.... -.-"Went home to rott more... haiz... boring...MAybe I'll go job hunting these few days.. hopefully get some decent ones... Unlike the previous one which is dark smelly and the boss is like the flat face with yellow teeth moron.( bastard!!!!)And finally... I hope we got a singer to jamm with us...If u have read my post and felt like u have wasted like 2 minutes of your life..... then go get cancer.... XDLabels: *DISCLAIMER*:i do not own blogger.com
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Some shoulders arent meant to be lean on
SOME SHOULDERS ARENT MEANT TO BE LEAN ON
Went to the doctor to get some tranquilizer pills so that my head could just shut off..(ur head ah)
I dont know why.. but I have mixed emotions and thoughts about the upcoming O' level results.. happy,nervous,scared,anxious
I wanted to avoid that fatefull day..but at the same time somehow Im looking forward to it..
Like a pilots trouble will finally fades off as the plane takes off.. same goes for me..
waiting to die is much more painfull then dying instantly... (hopefully that does not happen to me) Hmm orite... heres a little payback for putting my pic at his blogg
<<------ his name is fauzi... and hes a type of friend that always bright up ur day! arr silau! *puts on shades*
harr harr harr... so long dogs XP
*still under construction*
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A new beginning from a clueless ending
ITS 2009!??!?!TO BE HONEST~~~~ this is not my first time im blogging
neither my third...
okok... this is my second one...
a sequel to my previous blog:fallentohell-thewayoflife
i last blogged about 18 months ago... when miss shuhadah gotten access to my blog and confronted me... -.-"
SO A NEW YEAR A NEW BEGINNING
so long dogs XP
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Muhammad Alfian Essi
30th June 1992
L5n1553@hotmail.com
Loves doing weird stuffs
Hates to be compared
**warning**:This blog may contain explicit/foul languages or images.parental guidance may be advised